wahahaha. MIKEL!! :) wla lang. o yan ha, isang post, para sayo. wahahaha. *pero para sayo, ako'y magbabago kht mahirap* nyahahaha. kumanta. joke lang. :) oh un.. basta ah, isang kanta pra skn. hehehe. joke.. :D si MIKEL, mabait yang kaibigan! :) chka sweet! haha. :) o cge eddie, ngiting ngiti ka na eh. hahahaa. :D

This one's for **r**

ok, so let's call him JILL. ok? haha. so, i was kinda with him a while ago. and i just realized how much he has changed. i just miss the old him. the one whom i can talk to. the one whom i can share my problems wid. the one who shares his problem with me, the one who calls me every night. i miss all of those. cos it all changed. obviously. haha. we didn't separate that good. (ndi kme ah.) damn, that was 3 yrs. ago.. but i'm still missin' it. so there, we didn't talk for about 2 or 3 yrs.. and when i came back. he drastically changed!! Jill is now oh-so-serious that he doesn't even act his age. it's like he's 4 or 5 yrs. older. he's taking everything extra serious. it's as if he can't have fun anymore. :| he's really acting as if he's somebody else. and i kinda hate it. :( honestly, i LOVE him. and i really mean it, it's 3 yrs. now. that's why i'm so frustrated that he has changed cos i can't take back what happend before. but i guess i'll just have to accept the fact the people really change and it's really hard to put back the past. actually, it's impossible. :( anyway.here's my song for him..


compLicated
avriL Lavigne

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

hmm.. so eto, i'm blogging again. haha. :) i'm working on three blogs.. in myspace, in multiply and here. :) ohwel.. multiply's the easiest. hahaha! anyway, today.. was quite alryt. we were supposed to go to my cousin's bday. kya lang, mli pla ung alam nming time. harhar. anyway, so we stayed at home. moving on.. agh. i just don't get HIM. he's so MALABO.. nyway, my last post.. the song UGLY.. i totally agree with that song. :)) kewL.. ;p ok na ult y!m nmin. woot woot. haha. ;p anyway, i just realized that what we do now is really important cos after a few minutes, hours, days, weeks, years.. we might regret what we did. or we might miss those times. and if we didn't do it that gud, we'll end up regretting those. but for me, i think 20 years from now, we'll regret more the things we didn't do than the things we did do. cos if ever we tried it and it didn't turn out good, we can still say " at least i gave it a shot " and i think it's better than saying "sayang sana ginawa ko na lang" cos when u tried, you explored the possibilities and when u didn't u just let it all pass. anyway.. it's 5:30 am.. i'm gonna try to sleep. :)

haha.. gs2 ko tong song na to:


When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

**when ppl talks bad bout sumbody, it only means that she's jealous or envious of what the other have and she doesn't.** DROOL!! ;p

hayy.. ok.. tgal ko ndi nakapaginternet.. nacra kc ung internet sa bahay.. pati pala ung fone line.. kaasar!! hahaha. kya matagal ako ndi nkapaginternet.. ohwell.. dami ng ngyre.. nsa sta.lu ako ngayon.. at dto nagiinternet, kc nga, cra ung sa bahay.. haha.. :) anlabo! so there.. wla mxdong masabi.. bye! :)

arrgh. mejo badtrip ako ngayon. pero ayos lang. mejo masaya ngayong gabi. :) nyway.. i really miss my AA frends.. tagal ko na cla ndi nakakasama.. well, except for dorothy.. kc, kasama ko lang xa nung saturday.. :) pero miss ko na din xa.. nasanay kc ako na everyday halos, magkasama kme eh. hehe. :) hmm,, miss ko na din si JAM LEGASPI!! arrgh.. bestbud, asan ka na ba?? hehehe. :D un lang.. :)

R E A L I Z A T I O N S..

naisip ko lang.. nobody is actually higher than us.. we only think about it that way kc they got the position or thing that we've always wanted.. that's why we think they're superior.. they've got what we're longing for.. :| and dun ngccmuLa ung pag ka inggit or pagseselos.. :| or if they have authority or something.. higher ba tLga cla?.. ay ewan! it's really COMPLICATED.



"Laugh til u cry, Love til it hurts".. this only mean na we have to push the limit and still reach for that limit which we keep on pushing.. [labo]. LOVE TIL IT HURTS?? Love. big word and a lot in between! what if you really loved that much that it reached the point that u became that numb? or insensitive? can u blame urself? nah. :( but we always do. loving til it hurts means giving everything to that person.. and what if we really gave EVERYTHING to that person and that person only left you for someone else? how will you regain that EVERYTHING that you gave? can you still have it back again? how can you "love til it hurts" again if you've given EVERYTHING to the one you loved first? will that mean that you'll be incompLete by the time the first one left you? :| another side of that is "is true love just once in a lifetime?" so maybe we only give EVERYTHING to the one whom we truly love? but how are we supposed to know which is true and which is not? what? wait if it's gonna end or not? cos in my opinion every relationship has the same start.. the "sana tayo na lang forever" stage.. but what happens if you both got fed up of each other's presence.? hard, huh? i know, QUOMPLEEKEITED!! :|






nyway, so much of that. haha. :D wo0ho0. ahLabo!

went to eastwud today.. wla lang. hang out. wi-fi dpat kme.. kya lang, ndi makaconnect nung una. :) so nag pinball na lang kme. haha. pataasan kme ng score. anyway. stayed sa starbucks almost the whole time. pmunta lang kme sa bench pra bumili ng shirt ko.. haha. ang cute nga eh. strike ung nkasulat. tamang tama kc sa bowling. haha. wla lang. then after nun, we went to shopwise. shopped sandali then uwi na.. haha. :) anyway. un lang. HAPPY 7th MONTHSARY Cho0faROXY! :)