This one's for **r**

ok, so let's call him JILL. ok? haha. so, i was kinda with him a while ago. and i just realized how much he has changed. i just miss the old him. the one whom i can talk to. the one whom i can share my problems wid. the one who shares his problem with me, the one who calls me every night. i miss all of those. cos it all changed. obviously. haha. we didn't separate that good. (ndi kme ah.) damn, that was 3 yrs. ago.. but i'm still missin' it. so there, we didn't talk for about 2 or 3 yrs.. and when i came back. he drastically changed!! Jill is now oh-so-serious that he doesn't even act his age. it's like he's 4 or 5 yrs. older. he's taking everything extra serious. it's as if he can't have fun anymore. :| he's really acting as if he's somebody else. and i kinda hate it. :( honestly, i LOVE him. and i really mean it, it's 3 yrs. now. that's why i'm so frustrated that he has changed cos i can't take back what happend before. but i guess i'll just have to accept the fact the people really change and it's really hard to put back the past. actually, it's impossible. :( anyway.here's my song for him..


compLicated
avriL Lavigne

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no